My Systems & Health are a M.E.S.S.

If you read my xanga weblog today, then you will know that I'm really in a mood right now. This fucking thing I call a JOB is really not good for me. My sleep patterns, systems, habits, health and well being is like a really big fucking train wreck right now. I have been working all of these crazy overnight shifts...and for anyone that really knows me ...knows that I'm a total morning person ...so for me to be able to work all night and then try to sleep all day..is just not happening...and never will. Getting off work at 4am on your day off and then spending the better part of the day "trying" to sleep is just not a day off to me..and then of course last night (after sleeping on and off all day yesterday) I could not go to sleep...sit up until 4am then went to sleep and turned around and got up at 7am...this shit has got me all fucked up...my blood pressure is back up, had chest pains last night...and just in general ...i feel like DOG SHIT !!.....
Time to get my ass on Monster and find a real job with real hours...without the stress of being in charge of others....im done with that shit...just give me a mon-fri 8-5 ...clock in ...work...clock out...done...sleep and conduct life like a normal person and not keep the hours of a vampire....erghhhhhhhh.....
and the saga goes on.......

HigherThings....OUT !!